December 2009
114 posts
I'm so overwhelmed that I feel like I'm drowning.
Age fifteen doesn’t always feel like I thought it would.
I get hurt so easily now; I break down so fast.
And even though people say they understand me,
or they know where I’m coming from, they don’t.
“You wanna know what you deserve..? You deserve someone much better than me. You...”
– Nick Kretlow - December 2nd, 2009.
Christmas.
The time of year when everyone is fucking fake.
We all plaster on a smile and play by the rules,
just so we can get what we want. It really brings
out the greed in everyone.
And then I woke up to realize my biggest dream, became my worst nightmare.
You deserve the best, and I’m the absolute worst.
=’[
Cross off stuff you've done.
fuckyeahskinnybitch:
Have you…
Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
...
Me: A-Z
smilekatiekakes:
A - Available: No.
B - Best Friend: Lizii Rose Hoffmann.
C - Crush: Nick Kretlow.
D - Dad’s Name: Jerome.
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: Lizii.
F - Favorite Band: Probably Eyes set to Kill.
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms: Worms.
H - Hometown: Milwaukee, WI.
I - Instrument: I don’t play any.
J - Job: Previous Culver’s worker. Previous Butler Skateland worker....
It’s irritating when people attempt to understand what you’re thinking. Those are my private, ever so confusing thoughts. Don’t even attempt to make an understanding of it. Whenever I write something, people try to analyze it— but in the end, all they do is take it in a completely different direction than it was meant for and change the whole meaning around. Some things are...
“Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower...”
People blog about the stupidest things ever…
Am I right? :|
The average person tells 4 lies a day, or 1460 a...
Jenny: She did it all natural too.
Me: Really?
Jenny: Yeah. When i have a baby, I want every drug in the house.
Me: Agreed. Shit, I'll even bring some of my own.
FUCK TODAY.
I’ve been woken up three times for no legit reason.
I’m tired as fuck because people won’t give me five minutes to sleep.
I’m cranky, and I’m suuuuuper bitchy.
Jenny ate the rest of my fucking pizza.
…I’m hungry.
I need to get away from all of this.
I feel my mind slowly disappearing.